A beautiful mind

Wake up, wake up
From insanity
From the repetition of life
To be numb is not the answer
Run away from it
Do not embrace the darkness of addiction
Fight the demons
Rage.

-Evan Eichelberger

I’m falling into a pit of darkness

bonpyro:
“ helmetless captain
”

bonpyro:

helmetless captain

headphonepoe:
“ unfollowfriday:
“ mexiflan:
“ pleasant-tomorrow:
“ WHO HURT HIM
”
This episode was recorded shortly after his wife died.
” ”
This man had an answer to everything.
”

headphonepoe:

unfollowfriday:

mexiflan:

pleasant-tomorrow:

WHO HURT HIM

This episode was recorded shortly after his wife died.

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This man had an answer to everything.

NUDES

10 Things Your Abuser Will Never Tell You

pandinasbox:

melanin-and-honey:

tigersmilk:

madeofpatterns:

ceeainthereforthat:

fatmf:

1. That time at the beginning of the relationship when I treated you like a queen/king/etc. was mostly just to lure you in.

2. I’m not in love with you. I’m in love with an idea I have in my head based on you, and also some fantasies I’ve had. 

3. You’re not crazy. I just want you to think that.

4. Sometimes I get a glimpse of the reality of my behavior, but it’s too scary, so I shut it down and keep treating you the way I treat you.

5. I actually believe that it’s your job to meet my needs.

6. Your social support system terrifies me.

7. I hurt you because I want power and control, and I want power and control because it feels good and I’m insecure, scared, and weak.

8. I want you to believe that if you work hard enough you can fix the relationship, but that’s all a lie. 

9. I keep telling you that you disappoint me because I want to keep you unstable and on the defensive.

10. Being alone is better than being with me.

(feel free to add more)

11. I will make arguments that are actually diametrically opposed to each other if that’s what it takes to see myself as a decent reasonable person who has been burdened by you. Pointing this out will enrage me.

And even if you are crazy, that doesn’t justify any of the things I’m doing to you.

12. You do not deserve to be treated like this. Nothing could ever make you deserve it.

13. Not all abusive relationships entail physical abuse.

14. I am calculatedly manipulative. I know what I’m doing. Everything I do and say, whether kind or cruel, is for a reason: to sustain my control over you.

15. I am a liar. I will always lie to you.

16. I will make sure that you pay for anything you do that makes me feel as though you have lessened my control over you. 

17. I will attempt to destroy anything that takes your attention away from me, that makes me feel as though you are not centered on me, as though you do not “put me first”.  

18. I will alienate you from those closest to you. I will make sure that you are too ashamed, too guilty, to share what is going on with others. And when you do share, you will blame yourself before you blame me. 

19. I will go through your phone. I will read even the conversations you have with your mother. What you confide in her terrifies me. Your social support system terrifies me. 

20. I will maintain the most docile, pleasant of public personas while I destroy you behind closed doors. 

21. I was always this. I was never anything different. 

22. Don’t think for a second that I won’t belittle you to my friends whether it be while your present or not. When you confront me, I will brush it off and tell you you’re overreacting.

23. I don’t love you, I just love the way you make me feel when it’s convenient.

24. I will tell you the right words, at the right time, just to keep you close enough to me that if you try to move on, you won’t want to.

25. Don’t think for one moment that I actually care about your mental, spiritual, emotional, and physical health. Because I don’t. Won’t stop me from saying I do though.

26. I don’t care about your sexual health either. Whatever happens, I didn’t do it. I know I did, but I simply don’t care.

27. Whatever makes you happy, I don’t really care about it, I just act like I do.

28. You’ve got low self-esteem? Let’s make it Lower. Let’s make you dependent enough on me to make it where you feel beautiful when only I tell 29. I’ll make you feel you can’t find anyone better than me. Even though, you deserve way better than me.

29. I will cheat with other men/women, and you WILL be ok with that because mentally I make you feel bad about yourself and all the times you’ve wanted to escape this “relationship” .

themothgodmiko:

ihasheadphones:

themothgodmiko:

thechanelmuse:

aptheblasian:

maltamorena:

babypinkacrylicnails:

thechanelmuse:

At a peaceful protest outside of Jack Trice Stadium in Iowa where Donald Trump was to make an appearance, a young Latino holds up a sign that reads: “Our lives end the day we become silent about things that matter.” Two white girls decide to walk through the crowd, and one unleashes her barbaric behavior and gets cheered. She should’ve got her fronts snatched that day.

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so where is the dox? leak ha address? i want her dead?

This makes me so fucking angry bro.

Only white people can get away with that kinda shit man smh

UPDATE

Shelby Mueller, 20, from Des Moines Iowa, ripped Jovani Rubio’s sign. He’s a part of Students Against Bigotry—a group that organized to protest Trump and advocate for politically correct speech. 

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“I knew if I were to react the way she wanted me to, I would only prove them right,“ Rubio said. “If she rips it in half, I’m going to put it back together and put it up.” Rubio said the supporters of Trump and the other visiting politicians also had questions for the protestors, such as do they pay taxes, were they born in America and can they speak? After Rubio taped the poster back together, he said a middle-aged woman wrote on the poster with a marker, telling Rubio afterward that her writing meant “I love Donald Trump.” (Source)

Back to Shelby Mueller. 

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There’s an extended video to the whole incident. Shelby and her friend are on the side trying to figure out which protest groups are out there. Once they view a few signs against racism, Shelby plots with her friend: “Let’s grab it and we’ll rip it. A vote for Trump is a vote for white supremacy. Let’s go! Let’s go! I’m not fucking kidding you. I’m gonna take it down [laughs].” That’s when the scum bitches make their way into the peaceful crowd.

Fuck that bitch

While I don’t believe she was justified in her actions, I’m really disappointed with the “only white people can get away with that” and “white women are almost as bad as white men”. If you’re against racism you have to be against ALL racism. Do not hate a group based on skin color. It is wrong whether that group is a minority or not. What this woman did was wrong and insensitive. It does not speak for the entire race. This happened to be a gathering where a bunch of bigoted morons were. Not all white people are racist or believe in white supremacy.

“Not all white people”

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